SOOO!! This must be posted!!! I worked at Comiccon today and stood one foot away from Sho Sakurai. THAT'S RIGHT ONE FOOT!!! So I'm standing there in ridiculously scandalous clothing when I notice this camera guy zooming in on me... when lo and behold Sho Sakurai is with saiid perv camera guy!!! So I'm freaking out and telling my friend who he is, she's a lesbian so she doesn't really care and starts to say I should talk to him. I'm in death/suicide mode so I don't. So when he passes by she hands him a flyer for 20% of our shop at 61st a lexington, Gotham City Comics (might as well sell the shop while I'm at it). He looks at her, looks at my red face and then starts to walk away. THEN She calls him "SHO SHO she wants to talk to you!!!" I'm like all hyper and reply "IE! IE!! Nanademonai!!" He looks at me, smiles and then walks away!!!" 

And that's my embarassing moment which I blew for all fangirls!!! Damn me!!!
Damn me!!!  Damn me!!!!

 

So it's been a while. Forever in fact. phonestrap  has been keeping me company in the real world. It's been a crazy past few months. Got family committing suicide and what not. And just this past month mom and dad in the hospital. But hey "everyone's got their own stressors" as some people might say.
I haven't been to class in four weeks, holy crap it feels like longer. I miss school. I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THAT. >.<
But seriously, I want to be all regular and happy and shit. Dating my soon to be fiance, hanging out with phonestrap  in CT and not being manic depressive. Being all obsessive over cute AZNS. [Although phonestrap  has gotten me semi happy happy with DBSK.] It's not the same. And I hate it when people say they understand. They really don't. Mom's been experimented on with radiation from the eighties and da'ds got TB [supposedly]. I'm all alone at home cooking, paying the bills, and visiting them not to mention trying to keep a happy smile on for them and everyone else. At least I have a few friends with me. I mean phonestrap  and S were awesome enough to visit her with me. And of course my lovable bf was perfect enough to visit and help me around the house. But damn I miss the days of fun and all that crap.
Not to mention a shitload of homework must be studied and done. Yay for nice professors who understand, boo for crap people who don't. Sometimes I wish some people would live a day in my shoes and realize that life's not all that easy, and mom and dad can't always cut up your fruits and cook for you. It's hard to think in a New York minute everything can change and soon you might be alone.
Not all parents are able to provide. Not that I'm saying my parents should provide for me. I'm well aware that life's been hard to both of them but, people should appreciate their parents more and help them more. So lj users go out there and call and give mom and dad a kiss and hug. Cause saturnrings18s  said so!!! Over and out. Joy papers and studying. Emo rant officially over.

OMFG! I have it in my possession, finally. The one and only Koyama Tsubaki. So tell people is it weird to think of your idols as you wash your hair with the products they endorse? Is it? Does that make me a freak? Is it weird to smell your hair and think "OMFG Yamapi's hair smells like this?" or "SOooooo this is what Koyama's hair would feel like?" Does it make me weird?!?!
I don't think so. ^^
So after packing all my clothes and crap for Florida last night I used Tsubaki, and was sooo tempted to do that herbal essence orgasm thing. But I refrained. See I have restraint. ^^
Yayz Florida and Tsubaki. Think I'm taking my laptop to catch up on dramas too. And of course steal 4_03_am's MU. XD

OMG no sleep and I'm STILL bouncing off the walls. MAybe it's because I'm replaying KH2, maybe it's because my hair smells like Koyama's and Pi's, or maybe it's because I have a hunch that their hair smells the same because they take showers together Pi lends Koyama his shampoo. YAYZ once again Japan has shown how useless our pathetic American products are.
SPAZFEST COMPLETE

So went to Jackson Hole's today with my friend, Pam. Took her there for the first time, considering it's an awesome place for huge, saturn size burgers. Got the mushroom burger she got a regular hamburger. This place is Zagat rated and all, so good until twenty minutes into our outing. So we're discussing crap, I saw something move near her, thought it was a trick of lighting. The place is dark after all. When 10 seconds later she screams and jumps out of her seat. "OMFG!" band flails about doing this epileptic dance. People in the restaurant just stare like "WTF is wrong with the brown girl" I'm laughing my ass off, when she points. You people know that song? "LA CUCARACHA"? Well that's what it was...A roach the size of my damn middle finger was on her shoulder now crawling up the wall. She's freaking out, I'm laughing, the waiter is just staring, the customer's leaving, and the people behind our table...
Random dude: So... still wanna eat here?"
We paid cause we were still in shock [well I was still laughing at her weird dance] and didn't realize we did until we left.  God I was still laughing, I'm such a sadist. At least it wasn't me.
LESSON OF THE WEEK?: EAT AT APPLEBEE'S! You don't see la cucaracha at Applebee's because we all know corporations have strict health codes.
God I'm not going to eat a burger for a looooong time...probably next week.

OMG after forever the fic got beta-ed. Not sure if I want to put it up. Lacks something...
OMGOMGOMGOMGOOMG LIAR GAME IS SEX^infinity.
I want to !@#$@$@ Matsuda Shota. GOD how can he smirk and sound like that? Is he even human is he some sort of demon? My ears bleed at the sound of his voice. Too hot for brain to compute. SYSTEM MALFUNCTION SHUT DOWN>.<
I mean I was uberly obsessed with him in HYD [ask 4_03_am I squeeled every time I saw him or Oguri.] BUT OMG Akiyama is the perfect role for him.Like who loved it when he actually helped Nao. Who loved when he revealed the plan to the old dude. Who loved when he joined the second round. WHO? The question isn't who its WHO DIDNT?????
CAN JAPAN STOP PRODUCING THINGS THAT KILL MY WALLET AND BRAIN CELLS? LIKE DOCOMO PHONES, PS2'S, AND HOT GUYS:
SEE LIST:
HYDE
GACKT [occasionally]
KOYAMA!!!!!!!!1
OGURI
MATSUDA
JUN
KAME
KEN
TACKEY [shut up 4_03_am]
RYO
PI
 EVERYONE AT JE MINUS THE JRS.
WHY? WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO US? WHY DO THEY MAKE US SUFFER?
THOSE BASTARDS.
...
...
...
I LOVE THEM.

psychotic report over
Going to watch Propose now, cause no one can resist Pi running...as sweat glistens from his forehead, and Jin willingly laps...
ill stop now for the sake of my sanity...

OMG OMG OMG HOW COULD I FORGET JIN!!!!! LOOKING AT PI IN TIGHT BASEBALL UNIFORM MUST HAVE OVERLOADED MY BRAIN. [that and my laptop battery was dying] OMG FORGIVE ME RHEYNE!!!

OMG! I finally finished the fic. It should still count as Pi's birthday gift-type thing since I finished before 12. But 4_03_am is currently editing my crappy grammar so hopefully in the next couple of hrs it'll be out. Yayz. So wait a little while more. XD

Holy crap I swore I'd sleep at ten last night but couldn't. Why you ask??? Because of that stupid anime, Yakitate Japan. Yes I know it's about bread. But I AM an aspiring chef and so I sat to watch. After one episode I wanted bread from Chinatown. After the second episode...I wanted to bake. And so I set out into my kitchen and made lemon sponge cake and proceeded to prepare the dough for some croissants. I finished at 12 or something. Then I remembered again.
IT'S YAMAPI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!1
And so I proceeded to write the fic I promised 4_03_am. Am I finished? No! >.<
But I have three and a quarter pages. So wait for later everyone. And I'll bust out my first Yamapi fiction.
For now...I'm going to sleep and dream of good things, like Pi in an apron-- only an apron.
The things I do for friendship and fandom.

THE FOLLOWING HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY A PSYCHOPATHIC FANGIRL:

Okay, I have been putting off this post all day and its time to unleash the fangirling.
Last night til' the wee hours of the morning I finaly finished all of Hana Yori Dango. My brain is/was/still is on overload. OMFG
1. MatsuJun, I will never understand how 4_03_am made fun of you. Remember last, Rheyne, during my obsession with Gokusen, you would laugh and say "WTF is wrong with?" Can you repeat that? No, no you cannot cause MatsuJun is so freaking great an actor no one can compare. Who would have thought that the badass from Gokusen could play the role of a man in love so well?
2. Oguri Shun/violin is quickly becoming my OTP. OMFG how can anyone look that good in white???? How? So freaking hot. Im squealing in my room just thinking about him and that violin. He owns 1/5 of my soul/heart.
3. Matsuda Shota is owning another fifth of me. Because he is such a fucking crybaby and looks good doing it. That episode was so damn depressing. He HAS to fall for Yuki now. Poor guy lost his first love without knowing it but, he still has Yuki.
4. Akira. WTF what are those people in Japan putting in my head??? It's not okay for a girl to ride with Soujiroh, but it;s okay for AKIRA too??? That is so implied canon, my brain cannot comprehend anything else.
5. Last couple of episodes, I wanted to as Rheyne would say "knife a couple of bitches" Umi is so freaking killable I cannot even fathom the ways to kill her. How can anyone be that warped to lie to an amnesiac?
6.RUI IS A FUCKING GENIUS!!! Cause only he knew that Umi was an evil psychopath. OMFG Rheyne knows how I ranted about his awesomeness last night/this morning.

In general, my brain is STILL on overload. Damn you Rheyne sucking me back into dramas and Jun. HYD is so freaking awesome I think I can't explain the awesomeness of it all. The proposal, the amnesia, everything. I think I'm falling for Jun again. Must use Yamapi to counteract. [Yes I know hotness vs. hotness doesn't work.] But who cares!!! YAYZ. Off to watch Kurosagi now. ::squee::

So 4_03_am 's calendar finally got delivered to her via me, of course. I've never seen a spazzfest that spazzed me out before...until today [well technically yesterday now]
Spazzing observations brought to you by Saturnrings18S:
1: Calendar still in package delivered to 4_03_am  at 8:10 in psychology class.
Reaction: creepy smiling and fondling of said package.
2. Calendar being opened slowly and diligently circa 9:20, after a purchase of breakfast items and my daily caffeine fix.
Reaction: covers face with half opened package with chanting of: it's so gayyyy. The poses are soo gay!" fondles package.
3. Postcard booklet extracted from package
Reaction to first page: OMGOMGOMGOMG! [repeats fifty times] turns to second page OMGOMGOGMOMG
4. I being the eager one to see the new objection of my attention koyama ::sighs:: [anyone hear the angelic music in the bg?] moves to sit next to my darling friend.
Reaction:
"Hey that's my napkin!" exclaims "my friend"
Handwriting can be analyzed by teens once it is done by hot guys
Koyama does look incredibly sexy on my phone.
THAT"S RIGHT BITCHES ON MY PHONE XD
4_03_am  can be forgiven cause I'm fondling my phone now.


Analysis complete: Sleep shall commence.

I think I'm listening to 4_03_am fangirling to much. Because when I read this from Pi-chan's diary:
"Coincidentally, Ryo-chan was working in the studio next to mine, so I went to go play with him
I can relax when I see the face of the member!"

My brain swam in unmentionable thoughts. WHAT exactly did they play?
BTW Rheyne your NEWS calendar has been shipped now I'm waiting for it to come. Maybe I'll open it without you and make you suffer. XD

Going to go fail my chem quiz yayz...

Soooo....I ordered that NewS calendar for 4_03_am. Finally she'll shut the hell up now. But...maybe she'll let me fangirl over Pi too. ^^ Yayz for fangirling. Speaking of which...Now everywhere I go I'm reminded of Pin or Shuuji/Akira. And so I think that I shall be forced to write a fic or two soon. Nobuta POWER Chuunyuu! XD

Sooo. after failing our darling calculus test. My brain went straight to Jin Akanishi and whether he suffers through calculus. Yay for calculus giving inspiration for awesomeness like that. So the ficage shall commence. And hopefully it shall be finished soon.

So I'm a noob to lj. notice the lack of pretty boys? But hey post here to entertain me people...

Accomplished because after years of saying I would use lj, I succumbed to the dark side (Pi and Kame)...